I hate myself for loving you
Because you just ignore whatever I do
I just want to prove that I love you
But what I do isn't enough for you

For you I tried to be the best
But my feelings still I can't express
Why I continue loving you
Cause you always break my heart in two

I didn't know why I love you
Cause my heart says that I'm a fool
All I want is for you to change
Nobody knows what love can do

I just can't imagine how I look
Because to others what I do isn't good
But I hope someday you would realize
That all I've done is just for you

I've tried to show you what love is
But it seems you don't appreciate
Because for you, what I do is wrong
But for me, I don't do wrong

Before I fall in love again
I will make sure he's not like you
Cause when I fell in love with you
I hate myself for loving you

(6/12/92)


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